Good morning to my greatest works!
of art, of creativity, of heart, soul, mind and breath.
The other day, one of you asked what was my favorite age of you three. That was an easy question to answer! I love the stage each of you is at today.
Another of you asked me to read an article about courting and dating and then asked me to tell you what I thought. That was not an easy question to answer.
When each of you was born, I contemplated the wisdom of pre-arranged marriages … I was so fearful that you, lacking in life experience, would make a wrong and disastrous choice.
Now, after twenty-five years of marriage, and nearly as many years as a parent, I am seeing things differently.
I no longer see myself as the better judge of your future spouse. You see, I am wholly and completely human … sin-filled, flawed, and my preferences as changing as the wind (as if my moving of plants in our garden does not confirm that reality).
The only area where I have an advantage is life experience, and age is no guarantee that I would not make mistakes.
Now, let me tell you about dating, the mom version …
As a teen, I did what everyone else was doing, in regards to dating. ‘Normal’ was to date, exclusively, to be as physical as possible without ‘it’ happening. To date meant trying someone out, until it fizzled. Heartbreak ensued. Then we (I) would move on to the next experimental guinea pig. And the cycle continued.
All of this happening as our minds and bodies were developing, our education being pursued, our futures dreamed, and our dear friendships taken too much for granted.
Marriage was still the aimed for end result, but exclusive relationships, one after another, resulted in many heartbreaks.
Suffice it to say that my own high school dating experience is foundational in the ‘motivational’ offer by your dad and I, of a car after high school, if you choose to not date until after graduating high school.
As a parent, I feel I have gone through a few paradigm shifts.
-I have appreciated the courtship model (loosely)
-I have discouraged dating
-I have even encouraged you to not expect marriage as a sure thing for your future
At this juncture, as I look at my parents, and I am thankful for something they did.
I am thankful that they let me make my own choices and mistakes. They entrusted me to make my own mistakes and good choices. And I am thankful for that.
What I hope that we, as parents, have done is give you all of the foundational love and instruction you will need to make the important choices in your life, regarding dating
I hope we have taught you all:
- to love yourselves
- to love and respect others
- to respect your heart, mind and body
- to not ‘settle’
- to not say ‘I love you’, just because someone tells you they love you
- seek Gods will for your individual life, before seeking a life with another
- consider who you date as whether they are marriable
- to not look for the perfect person … there is no perfect person, not even the one in the mirror
I hope that God is number one in your life, and I hope you only choose to date people who think the same. Know that there is more to being ‘evenly yoked‘ than just being married to a Christ follower. Christians come in many different experiences of Gods spirit … if you are charismatic in your beliefs and expressions, a lover of liturgy, robes and choral music could make church and family-related choices, in the future, almost as painful as being with one who doesn’t love God at all.
My grown and growing kids,
these things you NEED to know, about dating (and life) …
You’re gonna make mistakes,
have your heart broken,
and wonder (years, weeks, minutes) in your marriage if you made a mistake.
And there is no formula or guarantee that will ensure that you got it right.
I wish that your dad and I could be a better example of perfect, like Christ and the church, sort of love …
But wait, that is the model we have given, because we as husband and wife are like the church …
We are sin filled, flawed, selfish
We mess up, we want to leave, we hurt each other
And here we are, still, 25 years into the adventure
We are still as messed up as we were as single individuals,
but aiming for the same grand finale … NOT on Earth, but in heaven.
And that’s it.
No, that’s not it …
And we will be praying for you until our last breath.
Love,
Mom
“If love is what you’re looking for
The old roads lead to an open door
And you’ll find your way”
Andrew Peterson